Week 3-4

Not much to report...hence the smashing 2 weeks into one. I've continued to have a good month. Energy wise I've been doing very well. I purposely put myself into a anxiety triggering situation (a little putting the past to rest) and did not have an anxiety attack which interested me. It bothered me, but was very helpful instead of triggering I felt. I've been treated with the energy healing now for anxiety specifically, so it's hard to tell which, or both, have helped, but I would say that it appears I'm making strides there.

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